I went to Boundry Park again this week, put my wet suit on and just stood at the side of the lake. I just couldn't go in, the first buoy looked so far away I was afraid after my nightmares. To try and combat this, I have been going to the swimming baths and have managed to do 6 lengths, stopping at each end. It's difficult at the baths as people keep changing lanes and I gave up feeling that 6 lengths was ok.
Today was the clubs training session, everyone is focussed and you just have to get on with it. I amazed myself, I swam 20 lengths!!! Stopping at each end, but I still did it. Now I just have to do it without stopping (and half as much again for Tatton). And, conquer my open water fear.
For once I feel confident that I can and will do it.
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