Since my near drowning experience at Boundry Park I am having nightmares. Last night I was in the lake and just couldn't swim to the surface, even though I was wearing my wet suit. I woke up gasping for breath and shaking like mad. Enough is enough, I have to be sensible. I really thought if I worked hard I would be able to do this, but I have to be realistic and I know there is no chance. Although I am struggling with my pedals, I know I will be fine and if I can't run then I can walk, but if I can't swim then it really is a no go. So, I have put my place up for offers, just hoping someone will take it so at least I don't lose all that money.
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