Sad

Life is dealing me a cruel blow and I am trying to keep positive.  I have no choice now but to give up triathlon, hopefully only for a couple of years.  I need money for food and can no longer live on £2.85 a day.   I have finally decided to sell my equipment. Bike, wetsuit, cycle trainer, pedals and shoes etc etc.  All these are like new and hardly used.  My bike has sat in my kitchen for the past two years since I did Blenheim Triathlon.  Living in a flat I have to hike it up and down the stairs so its never moved.  My wetsuit decorates my bedroom.  I don't have a life anymore its just an existance.